was it right to me to even come to worship You
Father, ever since i've come to love you more and more
i havent been doing well in anyting
no matter in my studies or relationships
my results are dropping drastically
my relationships no matter with my family or friends
Lord they're all in a total mess
Father i love you,
i truly do
but why, why do you have to lead me through all these darkness
Father, so many times i wanna give up
so many times i want to just leave
leave the church
leave the cellgroup
leave you
cos maybe leaving,
all these trails will end
all these tribulations will end
although it may hurt
but it'd only be painful for awhile
time will change everything,
that pain will eventually fade away
but Lord, i cant bear to
no matter leaving You or the church
leaving all the wonderful people out there;
liyun, fiona, elson, sarah, leila, etc.
the amazing grace says
'i once was lost, but now i'm found'but im more lost than ever, more lost than i have ever been...
Father i'm afraid
so many times i doubt You
i doubt Your existence
sometimes i really wonder
why do i even have such faith
that Father, You really exist
i have no proof to prove to anyone that you actually exist
i have no proof that whatever i'm doing for you is right
i use the bible to defend You, defend myself
but they simply say '
the bible's written by man, it cannot be trusted'
i know You exist
i know You do
if not, who have i been crying to every sunday
who is the one that has been speaking to me everytime i'm down
everytime i feel like giving up
everytime i'm doing the wrong things
Father i pray that you give me wisdom, knowledge
i pray that You'd watch over me, take care of me
that because i'm entrusting myself into Your hands
i'll do great things thru Your name
i was lost and now i'm found
