haha.. had teachers' day celebration today..
started out with a mass..i totally stoned throughout..
i felt really insulted by the 'please be reminded that only baptized CATHOLICS can receive the holy communion'
what..you mean Christians cant? we serve the same God.
Jesus died for ALL. not only baptized catholics. so what makes you say that only baptized catholics can partake the holy communion. ridiculous. tsk
alrights alrights..chill evan..chill..
i've been having attitude problem these days so just pardon me..muaha.
couldnt really breathe through my nose today. argh..im really sick. haiz
telematch and blah. i expected better in the secondary school but nah..it was worse that primary school.
had fun giving out the prezzies though..haha. cups from $1 shop.
and yes geok..i spent less than 5bucks. at least i get good and nice stuff at a reasonable price..:)
i just love the speech i gave mr tang when i gave him his coffee mug - 'mr tang. although 1/2 may be a little annoying and on..(sorry to 1/2ians..)but it's ok! there's always a way out. you can always use my mug to drink your 42cups of coffee! (drink 42cups of coffee in a day and you die instantly)' haha..it was really funny and stuff. 'oh! so that's what you've learnt frm my lessons!!' haha!

mrs vincent loved the 'handy' cup i gave her..(cos it contained all her other prezzies when she had 'no more hands' to hold it)
mrs tan and mrs wong should love it too..[:

yes zoe..i know it's you..call me lame and bitchy face again and i swear i'd kill you.
annoying brat. making such a nuisance outside my class and still dare talk back.
you dont like me so what. i dont like you too! the main reason i didnt like going back for track trainings are not because im lazy. but it's becasue i cant stand the proud people like you who are in there! LOSER!

alrights alrights..calm down..haha.
had a great time carrying my 14cm tall pile of books home today. haha.
we had to clear out desks to get ready for exams on friday. argh.
dor and mish had a great time hitching a ride down the hill eh. i had to sit on my books to squeeze them in. haha. im sorry..i expected the bus to come. argh.

slacked throughout the day..did a little bitching today..anws im acting as the bitch for the lit drama so it's time i practiced. haha..

it's official..im allergic to icecream!! i scream!! boohoo!!
this is so not happening! argh!! darn lactose intolerant!!
had diarrhea for the entire afternoon. maybe i should consider sleeping in the bathroom tonight eh..haha.
this is so saddening!! why are so many nice treats made of milk!! argh!!

this is annoying..i shall stop here. my fingers are freezing
gonna go snore for now. haha. i know im a pig..*oink. haha..
oh yeah and vanny wanted me to say this..she brought a condom to school ytd.
eww..haha. :P

Wow, today's svc was simply great.
it's been a long time since i wept so much before Him
rev ulf was simply fantastic..trust that svc2 and 3 must have had a tremendous time ytd eh..
the 2hr prophecy and stuff..wow! certainly would have wished i was there. argh
today's msg was about salvation..(: WWJD-what would Jesus do..(no connection to wwe)
it was totally cool..very touched by the msg..
God spoke to me during worship..'evan..know that i've never forsaken you..i'm always there with you no matter in a good or bad situation..when you're doing something wrong..know that Im still there watching over you..only that I am weeping for you. when you're doing something good..know that Im still watching over you..smiling..feeling glad for you..cheering you on. I have never forsaken you.' another vision given was yes, that one given months ago..rev pay preaching to the gentiles..and God spoke again..'evan..are you willing to give up your comfort zone, all your riches and glory to follow me..believe that i will make you a fisher of men.' i was pretty shocked..totally felt like peter..wanted to say yes at once lar..but i hesitate..can i do it..can i really fulfil that commitment? haiz. was thinking for a while and yes..crying..i told Him 'yes God, send me..i wanna be the one.' He answered..'evan..know that you are going to be the one to bring for ij revival. do no lose heart but keep believing! you may not have done anything yet but it's not too late yet.' WOW, great revelation..

matt11:28-Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.
im starting to love this verse(: cos it totally relates to me..yay.

happy birthday king ee..muaha.

melody..stop feeding me with your smuggled in bubble gums!! haha..
i'm going on a diet..im going fat!! boohoo..

had lunch and blah..poor weide was made to feast on my horrible tasting food. haha..
i got diarrhoea for eating it!! God bless weide ya..haha..
i'm getting a really bad sorethroat..sandy is guilty of it for making me give her bs..argh.im sick!!
went j8 to shop for shoes but seriously didnt know which to buy. haiz..getting liyun to shop for it with me on sat..
yay. cross album's really taking asia by storm. muaha. can find it anywhere on the best sellers charts now. wow!

argh..i had better start doing my art. blog another time lar..
huimin's my new bs student!! muahaha. she's so dead..bully me lar! haha..

it's really stupid when people start arguing due to childish actions
for example i was just browsing thru this blog which was ridiculing about scgs
then this really patriotic person came coming along wanting to sue them,..
i mean like what's wrong with her..people take it as a joke but you insist on taking 'legal actions' agains them
you laugh at people but you cant laugh at yourself
tsk, i must say that you seriously have no sense of humor
then there were some really funny replies to that patriotic act..
for example the 'lawyer' who 'sent' a lawyer's letter to that girl..
http://insaintly-yours.blogspot.com/2005/08/insaintly-yours-lawyers-office.html
haha, that was simply hilarious..

alrights, enough of crap
talk about yesterday today and tomorrow
argh, tomorrow's so extra..all got days except for it
haiz. alrights alrights...

yesterday's svc was great..it was sy rogers
he's simply humourous and stuff..loved his preaching
very touched by it too. :)
come to think of it. i really like the way he speaks to God
just like the way i speak to God
i dont like it when everyone takes it as such a serious matter talking to Him
i mean like just treat Him as your fren, your dad
you do talk back to your dad right..you do joke with him right..
so why cant you do the same to God? i dont like it when you have to
'OH GOD! YOU ARE GOD ALMIGHTY..BLAHBLAHBLAH'
such sucking up is pathetic i think.

today was pretty boring..
vanny didnt come and mr tang too..wasnt really lame today
im sorry to my audiences. haha. i promise to be lamer tmr
stoned throughout the day and yep, msn and blogs..
cuzzle's my new fav game now..haha. pool too:)
i didnt really think of him today..that's a good start to letting go eh?
ha. was having much fun with the blog..studentssketchpad..i linked it..
and yep, crapping with mr alex chew..the smiley face.

alrights alrights..it's time i got to bed..
mum's nagging...

it's no longer i but Christ who lives...

WOO~ CAs ARE FINALLY OVER!! TIME TO SLACK!! WOO~

muahah! finally a break from all the stress.
there's a time for everything as said in the bible..
so there is a time for stress and a time for slack
a time for love and a time for letting go
argh, feeling pretty restless right now..
haha. leila's so gonna kill me..studied like only 2hrs for this week?
but yay! it's finally over. i've let go and i can slack. haha

oh yeah and sobs cos bro adriel-ham has left us..not seeing him for the next 3yrs!!
sad!! saw him off at the airport ytd..bought him a tube of hair gel looking tube of candy from candy emipre
haha. followed by some really dumb speech for it. but yay, it loved it
mich got him a bag of choco 'gold coins'. jo a stack of choco 'cash' and rach got him 'smints'
w309's prezzie was very sweet..(:
almost wanted to cry when he went off. haiz..bro adriel!! armpit man!! haha..

ytd's math paper was pretty alright..actually pretty easy..so hopefully can score well for that
today's geog paper was hmm. ok lar..i wasnt really sure of what to write cos nv study..haha
was just crapping my way thru lar..so yep. hopefully also can do well..

i'm baking for sandy..haha. as a belated birthday prezzie for her lar..feel so guilty for not getting her anything..but she'll understand. haha. ARISE AND BUILD! haha. showing my appreciation for her by baking a lil cupcake for her..(:

ps to sandy: i think you'll get diarrhoea cos i added a lot of crap in..elson has diarrhoea pills i think..he having diarrhoea. haha..

argh, shall stop here and go slack. yay. haha.

i desire a breakthru and nothing else..
IJ revival - it will come to pass..the best is yet to be..

argh horrible horrible day for me today
got back science papers..didnt do exactly well
i missed 1mark to a2! i cant accept the fact that i got a B!!
mr tang...how can you like that to me..argh

had some weird mass in the morning
it was pretty contridictive with the christian church
noticed that catholics worship Mother Mary instead of God
you are to get a close relationship with Mary but not God
and Mary, not God..will giving you blessings..
hmm..that wasnt what i was taught since sunday school..
andrea agreed too..
so are catholics sinners since they place other gods before Him?
they are practically treating Mary as the almighty one arent they?
and i thought He was supposed to be the only almighty one..hmm..

lit paper was alright..only that i didnt really have the time to write much
took over 20mins to finish first question leaving very little time for the second
was pretty evil towards character mrs wilson and timothy though. haha
seems like i have something against the mrs'
haha, both question write bad things around the mrs'
hopefully i can pass with flying colors lar..unlike science and prolly history.

chinese wrote a really cheem compo lar. haha
cos it's like the other's compo are getting better than mine!
that is unacceptable! hah..that's why this compo i threw in all the cheem words i know
kept borrowing eunice's dictionary. haha. guess she was pretty fed up with me. heh..

tmr's math!! scared scared...
argh, shall go mug for now..
God bless!! :)

wahaha. these 2nights have been pretty amusing
firstly i've once again fallen into depression..
i've been eating a lot especially choco to help lessen it
put on loads of weight!! argh
CAs for the past week more to come for the next 3days
argh, stressing myself out
cant concentrate..depression's fault. haha
anws praise God i scored an a1 for chinese-3rd in class!
i know sandy must be thinking 'whoa. what kind of exam is that. haha'
my chinese is not bad k..haha

last night was the funny one
on attempt to find out ahem's new gf
i actually told melody i like him that's why i wanna know
haha, now that the fun's over (cos mel simply refuses to tell me)
i must clear my name..MEL! it was a joke lar..i DONT like him!
it was a joke lar..
thought it might get you to tell me but haiz, forget it.
not interested anymore. i want revival that's what matters now!
haha. just thought it was pretty amusing..liyun was a great partner
got her to play along too. haha. stupid melody. argh, fine..be that way. dont tell me.
ROAR! haha..

i'm so gonna flunk my history paper!
was crapping throughout the whole paper
kept repeating the same points. argh
mind was too overcrowded with many other things
couldnt concentrate..should have read junle's msg before taking the exam
forgot to pray lar!! argh..but God bless me..I WILL PASS WITH FLYING COLORS!! WOO~
haha..

science was fun as usual..
we didnt get to finish the porn movie! argh. haha
guess mr tang was too embarrassed to continue. haha

pc was on smoking..
i feel so defeated!! the actors are even more lame than me!!
argh!! cannot!! i shall be super lame from now on..
but i shall still be able to walk and run..HAHA.

oh no..today during the roching lesson when we all turned into rocks..as usual. haha
i found something really amusing!! mrs roch looks like a lizard!! haha..no offence
but really..

EP (evangeline pay?? nah..enrichment programme. haha.)
was boring..AS USUAL..
we had to act out the crafty farmer..
me the narrator wanted to do it a beng style..
me - beng, penny - lian. but argh. group members objected to it
argh..but it's more fun that way!! humph! haha..

argh, i must go study for my lit test tmr..
all the best for all's tests tmr!! God bless!!

I AM THE LAMEST!! I DONT CARE!! HAHA..

i really cant believe you actually said that lar
in case you didnt realize. i call you up to chat
but everytime i call you always talk about track
i hate that in case you didnt realize
and as time passes i got busier..gotta study harder and be committed
and dont insult my church. it's not called THAT church.
it's called CITY HARVEST CHURCH. the most rocking church around
it's where i truly knew God.
you said you went to church cos i want you to and you were afraid if you didnt go i wouldnt wanna be your friend
hello. if i were this kind of person...how bout kerlene and gang
ask them go they also dont come. didnt i forsake them
ask yourself. you loved it when you came didnt you.
you felt the presence of God that's why you teared
you received salvation and you went for rededication
you know how glad i was when you first got saved
i tot you were really gonna be on fire for Christ
i gave you a bible cos i wanted you to be integrated
i wont waste my money on useless people
you said you hated going church
you came cos of me
so you got saved cos of me lar
what is it that i benefit when you get saved
NOTHING! IN CASE YOU DIDNT REALIZE
if you didnt like church and you didnt like being a Christian
WHY RECEIVE YOUR SALVATION ANYWAY!

TSK! IM SUPER DISAPPOINTED IN YOU LAR
TSK! THINK THIS IS THE WAY TO WIN FRIENDS?
NO! IT'S NOT! IT'S A LOSER ACT.

terrified me..

today has been a relatively horrible day
firstly i couldnt pon school
then i had a hard time getting dressed..
then i had a bad time shopping..
then i lost my way..
then i almost got abducted..
then i got cheated..
then i got home
then i got locked out of the house
then my phone died
then i got scolding
then i am dumb.

argh, im just super sui today..

of all people i had to meet this auntie who made me shop around city hall with her..
first marina square then raffles then makan then jalan then national library
in the end what was her aim? 'buy my book!'
$75 you think i'll buy..but i just couldnt get rid of her..gave her my number and took her book lar
argh. i spent 6+ hours with this total stranger who keeps thinking im j2 when i keep telling her im sec1 only. then stupid phone died on me so if i was really abducted im dead.

argh, forget it..i wanna go snore..
happy birthday singapore anws..

ps: you had better use the logo i designed. haha. pray for my tests!!

another week just flew past like that..
2more weeks to my CAs and another month to my final year exams
so much to do yet so little time..

the week's been alright though, just a little boring
science just simply brightens the week up..cme's my next favourite period for now, ha.
im just glad that i've got back all my pals and am back to my normal self
the only difference is that i've picked up the habit of reading
wow, miraclously visited the library yesterday and borrowed 2books
the silver sword, God of the lil things..they're really good..

the silver sword taught me something meaningful...
'they like the stories from the old testament best. their favourite story was always daniel in the lions' den. they enjoyed ti just as a story, but for ruth it had a deeper meaning. she thought it as the story of their own troubles. the lion were the cold and the hunger and the hardships of their life. if only they were patient and trustful like daniel, they would be delivered from them.'

what i mean to say is that, if you related the story to yourself, your troubles..be like ruth, be like daniel..be patient and trustful to the Lord and He shall deliever..

festival of praise and 16th anniversary celebration
wow, God bless them..may everything go on smoothly
argh, i wanna go for FOP..doubt i can make it but i'll keep having faith that i can go..

yay, going shopping today..gonna get new clothes and most importantly new shoes. ha

argh, i've becomed more and more antisocial..
help...what is happening to me..
it's all the studying and the books' fault. ha.

gonna have a breakthru! breaking out of parental objection
nothing's gonna tie me down..gonna excel for the Lord in the marketplace
ij revival! and back to mug..ha.

im missing you more than ever..dont worry about me, i'll be strong for you..till we meet again..

fighting the good fight of faith..
im a fool for Christ..

honestly speaking..
if only love could be that innocent..
amongst a bunch of primary5 kids..
you can sense that touch of love..how innocent and sweet it is

if only it could be the same for us too..
or for me perhaps..

i like you but i dont dare to say it
i like you but i cant like you
i like you but it is simply impossible

once a sweet loving couple,
now resorting to such seperation
now resorting to such painful forgetting

if only i could have you back
just like in my past memories..

if only i could have you back..
with no age restrictions and with no objections

if only so perhaps i wont have to suffer so much
but come to think of it, am i being a little too selfish?
only thinking about myself but never yours
have i ever thought how you would feel, react

you have the girl you like too
and am given a right to choose..
if binding you down just because of some authority
wont it be unfair for you?

i am a fool and am seeking for a king..

God, You are the one..

King of fools..