shoutouts!

N293..
thanks for all that you've given to me. all the joy and laughter..im so glad that i've grown so much in God thru you! you've really be wonderful! keep on keeping on and cont. to grow in numbers and spiritual maturity!

Leila!
thanks for everything you've given to me..
all the love you've showered upon me..
all the great advices you've given to me..
all the encouragements you've given to me..
i really appreciate it!

you are truly a great and anointed leader!
a true woman of God..
always so forgiving and gentle to us
convicting and never condenming

i thank God for you
you've taught me so much
you've given me the chances to grow up
you've given me everything that i need..
i love you leila!! :D

anna bella!
hahaha. my not so tall friend! hahah. so glad to have you in the family!
thanks for all the encouragements you've given! although i havent known you for a long time..
i still wanna say.. I LOVE YOU!! (im not a les -.-) hahahah.

cont. staying pretty!! hahaha. xD (look! i cant see! cock eyes! cos i saw anna for too long! haha!)

liyun!
one of my bestest buds in the cellgroup!
thanks for all that you've done for me
all the secrets you've kept for me
all the joy and laughter you never fail to bring
all the love and concern you've showered upon me

i'll never forget you! that's for being a part of the many miracles in my life
i really appreciated it! and thanks so much for never failing to give me a call when im down

keep on keeping on anointed one!
PL revival!! :D

fiona!
another of my fav people to hang out with
thanks for all the care, concern and love you've given!
i'll never forget how you believed i was j1! haha..

gulible brat, dont get cheated so easily alr k
dont ever be discouraged by your circumstances!
but look to God and know that He has greater plans for you
He's wonderful gifts are always with you..
His key for every problem is always at the end of the valley
never give up and He'll see you thru!

dont worry so much about your family alr
i know that the best is yet to be for you!
as the chinese saying 'ku jin gan lai' :D

never stop being a weird dreamer k!
let your dreams be greater than you!

cont. to grow and shine in the Lord always my wonderful sister!

sarah lee!
hey mushroom head! anointed sister in christ! so glad to have known you!
although we're not really close but i still love you! haha..stop dreaming on becoming my sis-in-law k. i wont even approve of it! haha..
cont. growing in the Lord anointed pal! may you cont. to grow to greater heights and shine in the Lord always!
i know you're gonna accomplish Great things for Him! :D

sek hong!
so glad to have you around! 'you know that..i love you!'
hahaha, i remember i was told how you admired my singing! muahah..
dont make fun of my culinary skills alr k! or i'll make sure you die eating my food! muahah. hah
cont. growing in the Lord always! dont be discourged by any circumstances k! always look to God for the answer! and dont feel unloved or whatsoever k! evanpay the GREAT is always around to shower you with advices on msn!
may you cont. to excel in all things! love ya!

jiayu!
taiwan siao cha bo! once again congratulations on your many awards received!
keep that fire for God burning ya! continue staying siao and funky! haha..

cheukk!
my les partner! i love you!! (not!) hahaha. totally! hahaha. thanks for all the sunshine given! and yar lar, dont be so evil and keep making me bet with you over senseless stuff lar! hahaha. singapore is better than hk k!! hahaha. cont. staying cheerful and funky! and stop being so green! hahaha.

melody!
i havent forgotten you! haha..you still owe me a treat k! marche! haha..thanks for all the joy and generousity! may you cont. to excel in the new coming year in no matter your sports or studies! all the best for everything! may you be as sweet as your name and be a melody in the Lord's ears! :D

sandy!
my dearest! my student! hahah. thanks for being my sunshine! dont despise your youth k! go read my fav verse! 1tim 4:12! i know that you're gonna accomplish great things! greater than any of us! i have faith in you! thanks for everything you've done for me! i really appreciate it! may you continue to grow and shine in the Lord always! stop being despo okay. concentrate on your walk with God and your studies! 2006's gonna be a taxing year for you! work hard and strive for excellence! and as usual..'ANYTHING CALL ME OKAY! :D'

elson!
my buddy! cont. staying funky yeah! thanks for everything! im glad that we've put that incident behind us alr! and thanks for keeping that promise that we made! that one that we'll not argue anymore.. i know it takes a lot to keep it! haha..

stop regretting about the bad choices you've made and move on already alright! i know you can get into sajc on lar! dont worry so much! haha..

may you cont. to GROW and shine in the Lord always! keep that fire burning!! hurry get integrated into n293! it's a great family! :D (dont dont attend cg lar! haha..)

junle!
hey blackie! hahaha. stay black always yeah! haha..i'll never forget all the joy you've brought. cont. living your name out (handsome and gay! haha.) yeah! thanks for the many times you stayed up late to chat with me! and i'll not forget that you still owe me a bag!!

dont be so troubled alr k..it's all time management only!! may you keep that fire burning strong! let that passion never die! let that first love never be forgotten! let that vision never fail! go for it! sji revival!!!

weide!
waiter! bill! haha..hey bud! my anointed pal! what happened to our weekly revelation plan thingy! hahaha..thanks for all the joy you've brought to my life! i'll never forget the many times you never fail to give me a call even in the middle of the night just to cheer me up! haha. thanks for all the great advices you've given and thanks for being such a great pal whose lips are so tight that i can be assure that my secrets are safe with you! kick that beng side of you away alr lar! it's disgusting k. hahha. and stop giving me odd looking presents! hahaha.

i'll never forget that incident in school k! change alr ar! i dont want anymore crying from you! but still, anything happens im always around for you k! haha..

jeffrey!
another anointed pal! hahaha. stop pulling your bra straps in public alr k! obsence lar! hahaha. wow, thanks for all the wonderful advices you've given. and you're truly an amazing donkey! your future is bright k! by God's grace lar! hahah..hurry rise up and become cgl alr lar! you win alr lar..im gonna become one later than you! boohoo! hahah. but congrats! it shows your spiritual maturity! cont. growing and shining for the Lord and be a great testimony yeah! cont staying loud, amusing and crappy! haha..

hansheng!
you're not forgotten! hahaha. dont be sad just cos you're the last k! the best is given to the last! hahaha. thanks for everything! and all the misunderstandings! hahaha. yes, i know i got a pretty smile! dont worry, i'll cont. to wear it as long as i can remember k! hahha. im taking your word for the bag thingy k! hahaha.

cont. to grow and shine for the Lord! stay gentlemanly and dont learn from the other brothers k! hahah.. :D and dont anyhow write about trackers! hahaha.. xD

to the rest of the world!
i love you!! hahaha.

the last day of year 2005
i havent exactly been doing anything much
just slacking around and mostly sleeping
im feeling a little ill actually but im alright :D

alrights, the usual stuff i do when it's the last day of the year. haha

10changes in me this year! haha..

1. i've grown to be more spiritually mature (according to schoolmates more holy)
2. i've learnt to be more sociable!
3. i've learnt to be less 'da xiao jie' okay! haha..
4. my grades havent been as well! (that's not good k, dont follow)
5. i've grown prettier!! hahahaha. (that is to lingyu!)
6. i've grown up to be more adaptable to new things!
7. i've grown to be more responsible (as compared to the past k!)
8. i've grown to be more mature in my thinking
9. i've grown by 1cm!! hahaha..
10. i cant find anymore!! there seem to be no improvement in me this year! this is bad!

10changes i must make in the new year!

1. i must learn to be more punctual!
2. must buck up in my studies and stop slacking so much
3. stop being so childish and grow up - spiritually and of course in my thinking
4. be closer to my schoolmates (so stop saying i nv spend time with your k..haha)
5. be more responsible
6. be out of debts!
7. be more spiritually wise ("holy")
8. be neater (in my work and room. haha..)
9. be faithful in the little things i can do for the Lord (eg. keeping my hamster alive..haha)
10. excel in all aspects of my life!

an ending always brings forth a new beginning!
once from n293, always from n293! :D

i'll so totally miss you guys
and i know you will miss me too. hahah :P

i'll never forget how the cell started out and how it grew
it grew not only in numbers but also in maturity
it grew from the so many cliques of people to one big family
a family that truly loves and cares for one another..
i'll never forget all the times i spent in n293! cos she owes me 50bucks! haha..

now a new beginning in n330
in the year 2006 am i gonna align myself with the cell
or am i gonna be arrogant and go on my own ways..
am i gonna grow together with your or am i gonna backslide

haha. this question has been running through my head so many times
but hey! after having a great talk with so many wonderful people..
am i gonna let the Lord's sacrifice go to waste? haha..am i gonna let go of my awesome vision? ha!
welcome to my life n330! :D

it's time to grow up evan
it's time to grow up..

i finally realized that i havent exactly been moving on
i have exactly been growing up..
nope, it's the just childish selfish old me..

everyone has moved on..
everyone has been growing..
but me? i dont know..i still seem stuck..

you know the other day when i was watching princess dairies..
princess mia said 'there has been so many I's in my life..'
maybe it's the same in my life too..so many I's..
when would i stop I-ing..
when would i stop being so selfish..
when would i start to accept changes and stop giving leila so much headache..

the cell's multiplying soon..
well, i've been really upset with the arrangement
cos im gonna lose all my friends soon..

i dont know is it a good thing or a bad thing..
am i gonna grow or am i gonna backslide..
i dont know..

but then again..i was suddenly reminded of pst kong's msg..
the one on FOCUS..one part where he preached about not getting distracted by the pain of life
and one of the pain was the pain of separation from friends..

am i gonna be distracted by the pain and lose my focus..
am i gonna be distracted by the pain and not fulfil my purpose
am i gonna be distracted by the pain and backslide..

or am i gonna stand strong and grow like never before
am i gonna stand strong and be strengthened like never before..
to grow to the capacity of my purpose..to grow to fulfil my purpose..

in my notes i wrote.. john 7:6 - our focus protects you from wrong decisions..

but now the problem is i know what is my focus..i know what my decision should be..
but i am unwilling to accept my decison..i am unwilling to accept this change..

you know just as i was flipping thru my notes to look for the msg..
2 sermon notes caught my attention..

one on the power of prayer..starting of the message in my notes it wrote
'why the change? cos when there is change there is room for growth'

then i was reminded of what fiona told me when she reminded me of when the cell is multiplying
'maybe God wants you to rise up even more'

and the second one of attitude..
3types of characteristics..the second one was the characteristic of willingness..
matt 23:11 says 'whoever humbles himself shall be exalted..

in my notes again it was mentioned - if you are willing you must break your heart (step out of your comfort zone) and seek God!

am i gonna be willing to obey God and His ways..
am i gonna be an obedience servant of His and be fruitful and multiply..

still considering i guess..

`this is my 200th post!! hahah..

whee~ firstly once again wishing all my faithful readers a splendid christmas!
and wishing my Lord, Jesus Christ a very happy birthday!

wow, a year has past since our dear sandy has entered chc
so glad to have you around.. :)

christmas this year wasnt as exciting
it came like a sudden surprise
but im still glad i spent loads of money and yep, enjoyed the day..

oh and yes, i finally met up with my old pal lingyu today!
more than half a year never meet up!! i missed you old pal!
thanks much for your huge ring. i'll make sure i'll not lose it. haha
your letter 'E' is still with me! haha..

christmas morning wasnt a really good one
much scoldings received from mum. rahh
woke up super early in the morning. i dreamt of 5566 (like what??)
hahaha. it's all vanny's fault..she kept showing me zax's picture! ha..
wells, packed present for mich in the car..picked bk and lingyu up and headed off to church
queuing was for once enjoyable with my pal around to lobster with me. hahaha

yayness, special thanks to all those who gave me christmas gifts!
haha, my apologies for those who didnt receive a gift from me today
i promise you a gift next year! i mean you'll receive by the end of jan'06!
im really grateful for all my presents! i really like it all.. :D

christmas drama was as usual both amazing and amusing..
the message was awesome too..
i had a thought but i forgot already so i guess when it pops up again i'll blog again. haha..

spent the rest of the day at home snacking..
surprisingly mich was the first to be home! wow!
haha..jo reached home shortly after i reached home

chauffeur got us huge lobster look alike prawns
it was like seriously HUGE! haha..it was super shiok eating them lar
i want somemore!! hahaha.

watched tv and slacked while mich worked and jo slept
wow, i was watching charlotte church singing christmas carols.
she's like A M A Z I N G lar..im jealous of her great voice. haha..

watched princess daries and well, finished all the candies i could find in my christmas gifts
haha, my mum was nagging at me for bring home so much sweet stuff
she was worried that they might attract ants so well, i ate it all! hahah..

mich was amazed by how quickly i finished that bear lolipop. hahah..oh wells
hopped around the room with my cousin and well, im blogging now. hahaha

i hungry again! waiting for supper!! haha..
i have loads of bling bling lingyu! hahaha..

yay!! satay and rojak's here! i'll blog again at 1159! (if i can)

evanpay wishes all you awesome people out there a..MERRY CHRISTMAS!! :D

im scared!! it was a huge misunderstanding! oh no.. :'(

Tears trickled down my cheeks once again when I thought of you
exactly how it all started out..Exactly how we knew each other..
all the ups and downs in life we've been through together
all the times I hurt you and not forgetting you hurt me


Tears trickled down my cheeks once again when I thought of you
thought of all the things you've taught me which got me all so fired up


Tears trickled down my cheeks once again when I thought of you
how long this friendship has lasted
how many times I keep wanting to break it
how many times you insisted on holding on to it


Tears trickled down my cheeks once again when I thought of you
how far we've parted..So far that it seems impossible to get back
get back to where we started..
how huge that argument had been. How much that argument cost me


Tears trickled down my cheeks once again when I thought of you
how much you are gonna hate me for life
how much you are gonna despise me for life


Tears trickled down my cheeks once again when I thought of you
how i am gonna scram when i see you again
how i am gonna hide when i see you again


Tears trickled down my cheeks once again when I thought of you
how this friendship is gonna end


;goodbye my dear friend..


Tears trickled down my cheeks once again when I thought of you
exactly how it all started out..Exactly how we knew each other..
all the ups and downs in life we've been through together
all the times I hurt you and not forgetting you hurt me


Tears trickled down my cheeks once again when I thought of you
how long this friendship has lasted
all the joy all the sorrow we've been through together


Tears trickled down my cheeks once again when I thought of you
how i first scolded you about not sticking to me only
but to go out and make other new friends


Tears trickled down my cheeks once again when I thought of you
how you used to call me every single night once you ended school to pester me when i wanted to watch tv
how you used to call me every single night no matter how busy you were


Tears trickled down my cheeks once again when I thought of you
how i first gave you bible study
how i first prayed for you
how i first urged you to grow up


Tears trickled down my cheeks once again when I thought of you
how you first cried in the presence of the Lord
how you first got your friends saved
how you helped me counsel my friends when they received their salvation


Tears trickled down my cheeks once again when I thought of you
when i was stressed out you were there
when i was tired out you were there
when i was having a breakdown you were there


Tears trickled down my cheeks once again when I thought of you
how i got so worried for you just because you seemed stuck with your problems
how i went through so much trouble to get you out


Tears trickled down my cheeks once again when I thought of you
when i was away no matter how expensive the bill was you insisted on calling to chat with me


Tears trickled down my cheeks once again when I thought of you
when i was away all the blog entries you wrote about me


Tears trickled down my cheeks once again when I thought of you
how you hurt me again and again on your blog which once bore beautiful entries but now bares sorrowful ones
how i got so fed up with trying to make you what i expected you to be and never thought of how you felt


Tears trickled down my cheeks once again when I thought of you
when i cried out 'GOD MY ABBA FATHER! HELP ME! GOD GOD GOD HELP!'


Tears trickled down my cheeks once again when I thought of you
when i was thinking if i made the right decision coming over
when i thought of how this friendship is gonna make it through


Tears trickled down my cheeks once again when I thought of you
how i rejected you when you came to apologise cause i was afraid of getting hurt again


;is this another goodbye?

rah..im so gonna kill you foo peiying!! hahah

In no particular order, list down 3 people you talk to online, 4 people you see at school, 2 teachers, 3 people you love going out with and 3 people in your sms inbox.

1) fiona
2) sandy
3) junle
4) vanny
5) penny
6) geokster
7) priscilla
8) mrs tan
9) mr tang
10) liyun
11) lingyu
12) leila
13) hansheng
14) melody
15) elson

So what do you think of number 4? annoying person. rahh
How would you feel if number 15 slapped you? whoa. humiliated..i got slapped by an idiot! hahah.
How nice is number 6? 5/10
On a scale of one to ten, rate how good looking number 5 is. 3/10. hahahaha. jk!
Would you ever fall for number 11? hahahah. hmm..perhaps..perhaps..
If number 8 got into a car accident, what would you do? yay! more free periods! haha. hmm..we'll see what the class would do. ha.
What sport would you play with number 12? hmmm. that, i wonder..ha.
What if number 1 got a boyfriend? hahahah. that is highly impossible! hahah. jk! hmm. tease her lor..ha.
Do you hate number 9? i dont see why i would hate my teacher...haha.
How much do you like number 2? i treat her as my little sister..what do you think..
Will 13 and 7 make a good couple? hmm, nah..
Will 14 one day kill you? nopes, she knows that the wages of sin is death. haha.
Who do you like more? 3 or 10? whoa, it's hard to say.hahah.

Now get FIVE people to do this thing

1. sandy
2. fiona
3. penny
4. vanny
5. geok har.

this is once again..plain stupid. ha.

rahh. hahaha. these 2days have been really crazy

[friday, 161205]
met fiona at yishun mrt before catching the shuttle bus to the resort..met liyun and elana there. they were being really crazy playing with the facilities and stuff. hahah. went to the room to put our stuff down. but fiona and liyun simply couldnt resist the temptation of jumping on the bed. ha. yep, and they spoilt the bed..how cool. ha. ran off to dhoby gaut to meet jean then went kbox to meet the rest. we didnt exactly pay. ha. stayed there for 1/2hr..eating and singing like siao(liyun) then went to shop around. dinner was super fattening!! all meat. first kfc then honey glazed chicken. oh man..haha.

dinner was fun though. although we ate really disgustingly but still. hahaha. we totally dirtied the room with chicken bits on the floor lar. irk. then we slacked around..watch tv and did areobics till the 9pm show on channel 8 started. ha. liyun was disgusting lar. dancing and singing on the bed. hahaha. oh man! yeah, the ending was soo stupid!! ah.. went out to walk about after the show. we wanted to go out but was afraid that no shuttle bus would bring us back so we went bowling. but because the bowling fees were really ex we gave up the thought and decided to go eat icecream by the poolside. wow, the stars were beautiful. then yep, we made a fool out of ourselves there and got chased away by the guard. hahah.

then we went to the main hall and played with the stairs. they snapped many nice pictures..hahahah. then we went to reading corner to stone and flip through magazines till like 1am. then we went back to our rooms to bathe. hahaha.

[saturday, 171205]
the craze continues as we bathed. yep, some weirdo wanted to bathe together but of course we didnt allow that to happen. hahaha. bathed then the ladies who decided not to sleep for the whole night were the first to sleep. muahah. liyun,fiona,me stayed up to watch jackie chan movie and do our quiet time. yay, i got a great revelation. :D after that we didnt want to sleep so we snacked and exercise lar. hahaha. snapped loads of pics too! :D liyun and fiona decided to eat their breakfast - cup noodles at 4 in the morning. ha, madness..i gave it a pass. muaha. not gonna turn fat!! yep, anws we stoned till 530 before we decided to catch some sleep in case we couldnt tahan till cell. but irritating fiona was making so much noise!! interupting our sleep and stuff. rah. and annoying elana got a bed to herself while the rest of the 4of us had to squeeze into one small bed!! ahh..

finally fell asleep at around 550+ 6am..then smart fiona quek decided to kick me off the bed at 730am. ah. i couldnt go back to sleep cos there was no space!! argh. and the room was freezing! i sat on the chairs, shivering and watched tv till the rest woke up to wash up. liyun refused to wake up till we threatened to leave her in the room and we go have breakfast. argh, we missed out swimming. and the fun dazzle was closed!! so we had nothing to do but to go to the kids playground to play till we had to go check out. man, the room was in a mess when we checked out. hahaha. liyun was super kiam! she took everything she could take and ran off. muaha.

off to cell! me, sandy, fiona and elana were the first to reach. ha. we sang like crap before we decided to play 'who's the richest' while waiting for anna to come. ha. cell started shortly. msg was great! :D yay, pizza party was great too. nice food! yay! i was starving! muahaha. rushed off at around 4+5 with hansheng, elson, victor, angie. hansheng was real nice to carry my bag all the way to the bus. argh, i felt so guilty making him go home with me. oh wells. hahha. i was ONE minute late home cos we missed a few buses! i reached home at 6:01pm. rahh..hahaha. dad and mum were amazed to see me home. yay, im a guai kia for once. hahaha.

yay, freedom!! parents are gonna be out of town for the next few days with mich. muaha. it's gonna be great! dont need to go home early anymore! haha, yay.

argh, i still stink. im gonna go bathe now..
sweet italy. muaha.

two things to blog about..

1) to the quack that wants to argue about loyalty with me..my dreams are to be kept a secret. so i need not thank you for not telling jeff you idiot! hahah.

2) ho junle!! i dont care you senile or what..YOU STILL OWE ME A BAG!! rah..hahah.

yay, that's all..that was fast..hahah.

hahaha. funny isnt it that the way people express themselves can actually lead to so many misunderstandings and unhappiness.

for instance. lets say 'A' told 'B' that he likes her JOKINGLY..whoa. 'B' can like fiona likes to suan me about - fantasize like siao. 'whoa..A likes me!! whee..20years down the road. we'll have kids. i wanna name him Z' this kinda thing. then if they go out or something then B will still think so much this kinda thing. rah. this is alright lar. but what if a C appears. and C is A's girlfriend and one fine day B sees A and C together. imagine what may happen. B's dreams shattered, her 'sweetheart' snatched away (and her 'sweetheart' has nv been her sweetheart!) this and that. this is when problems arise. rah.

you know this reminded me of my p1-2 speech and drama lessons
how the teacher taught us this expression can mean this and that and this and that
ha. i guess that is what many people have to learn of eh.

i remember of this incident that happened to me
when my uncle told me that he loves me very much i got a shock of my life.
hahaha. hey! i was young k. dont laugh at me. hahaha.

that is why..evanpay always say dont joke around with these kinda things..at least make it clear to that party right..ha. and! like the elders would always say 'anything call me k!' dont keep it to yourself yar..

yay, i wanna go bathe. ha.

rahh. holidays are gonna be over soon!!
boohoo..i havent started studying yet. ha
streaming next year!! arh. i want triple science
which i doubt i can get into.

the week has been alright
i was in a pretty bad mood though but im alright now! :D

wed prayer meeting was great.
expo isnt that big after all. haha
first look at the hall you'll 'whoa! huge sia!'
but after awhile you'll 'man! we need a bigger building'
hahah. the place is magnificent lar. only a little squezzy that's all

sat went for bs before cell
anna gives boring bs!! hahah.
cell was awesome! after which had to rush to expo for service
service was awesome too. the msg was simply great
God! You are my abba father!
man may fail you but God will never fail you! :D
went for dinner at changi airport after service then home
was super sian at home so i call junle to kajiao him
hahah. it was pretty funny cos he kept wanting to sleep but i didnt allow
finally at 00:05 mum came down to scream at me so i finally hung up

it was so weird on sunday morning
cos we always woke up super early to go fetch people to church
then this time can sleep so much later and dont need to fetch pp
reached expo at around 8 then went for breakfast with the cell
our seats for service werent exactly great but it was alright
oh, for service this indonesia diva, ruth..sang us a song
the song was great. and wow! her voice was incredible. hahah

after service celebrated sek hong's birthday then went for lunch
my apologies for spoiling everyone's mood cos i was really pissed lar
im wasting my life standing there stoning k. hahaha.

went home myself after lunch
met bro kel and his cell at the airport
then i took bus home. yay, i was the first to reach home
haha. but haiz, next time i'll be the loner..go home myself
boohoo!

dad was in a pretty bad mood
he was screaming at us last night
dont know why the whole world be me was crying
perhaps i've lost my feelings eh
i've become this cold stone hearted person
i guess i just dont wanna get myself hurt again eh
ha. im bored..rah.

yay, sandy and fiona's coming over to my place
dunno when to make christmas present. haha. :D

"Rules of the game. Post 5 weird things or random facts about yourself.then at the end of the list ,5 names that are in line to do this . Dont forget to leave a comment 'youve been tagged' in their blog to read yours."

1. i am short
2. i am rich
3. i am queer
4. i am annoyed
5. i am god-man

5 ppl who must post this.

• sandy
• cheukk
• fiona
• sek hong
• penny

this is stupid.

ONETWO class gathering..

Date - 20th December, Tuesday. Venue - Pasir Ris Park (ecp is too dirty, too crowded, too far for most of the people)
Time - 1130am till 5/6/7pm.
Meeting Place - Pasir Ris Mrt Station, Control Station.

the food will be potluck. :D

for those who wanna bring rollerblades/bikinis/bicycles/pail/shovel, go ahead and bring. (: dont rent, cos its like not worth it! unless you really dont have larrr. but pasir ris park dont rent bikinis. :D okay, that was dry. =/

dont forget to bring towels, waterbottles, extra set of clothes(lingerie included) and some money. these are just gentle reminders.. you can dont really bring it. cos if you're not really going to play in the water, then, extra set of clothes is not really needed. aiya, you girls get what i mean. (:

now, moving on to the BEEEEEEG BEEEEEG problems. food, transport. i shall do the food first. so FOOD. as i've mentioned above, food is potluck. one beeeg mess. ahh.
those that can bring food, plastic fork and spoon, drinks, coolerbox, please email/msn/sms/call me by 12th december.
please include what type of food you're bringing (for those bringing food), quantity(for those bringing food and drinks and cutleries) and your contact no(for ALL!).
i need your contact no, cos, in case someone else is also bringing the same thing, i can call you and ask you to bring less or something.

okay, now the food problem is settled, moving on to TRANSPORT.
i know some of you might not know how to go to pasir interchange, so i'm giving you all info here. (:based on MY knowledge,
if you live in toapayoh, you can take 88 from tpy interchange and all the way to pasir ris interchange. the ride is one and a half hours long.
if you prefer mrt, take from toapayoh mrt station to city hall, then change to the greenline, take all the way to pasir ris. :D its about an hour.

aiya, i'm too lazy to type all the places like bishan blablabla.
dunno how to go there? call/sms/msn/email others! make arrangements to go in groups!use me as a last resort. HAHA. yeahh. if you really really dont know, then ask me. (:but basically, it should be easy, cos, we're all meeting inside the station. so it'll be quite okay if you take mrt, you just have to change lines (if you're in red, purple) and stop at pasir ris mrt station.
i'll be taking 88 from sengkang.
anyone wants to take with me? :D

i'll leave my contact no. at the end of this post you all can contact me.
i'm nearly done with this whole thing.
i just need to ask for volunteers to bring mats. i think we'll need about.. 5?
so yeahh, those that can bring mats, tell me ya! by 12th december. (:

dont forget to bring digital cams! to capture the nice moments (:
alrights, im finally done.

my contact details -
handphone - 92996787
house phone - 68812752
email/msn- fatlouie18@hotmail.com.

help spread the word around please! :Dtell me if you're not going. (: for those who dont tell me, well, i'm just gonna assume that you are going!
see you soon. (:

-jeannie

man i hate myself
why do i have to get myself into so much trouble
why do i have to get myself into so much pain
why did i have to reject You again and again
in exchange for all these..
is it worth it?

i hate myself for hating
i hate myself for loving
i hate myself for who i am
who exactly am i

i hate it the way i live my life
i hate it the way i feel
i hate it that i am who i am

why is it that others can live the life they want to and i cant
the only reason's cause im a failure
a total loser that cant even take control of my own life

i am a nobody
i am just a nobody
nothing to be proud of me alright
stop saying you're proud of me
i am a nobody

why do i just keep falling
why this weak foundation
why this failure me

yeah, what have your done to deserve me
what have your to done to deserve such a loser
well, i guess that's just too bad that you're unlucky

man, life sucks
life is meaningless
life is just a road of never ending meaningless
life's just a piece of shit

i hate you-

well i cant get You off my mind
and i think about You all the time
it's so easy to see that You're real to me
You gave me this life of mine

i get down on my knees and pray
Lor You know i will never walk away
You are always by my side
i live just to see You glorified

i love You
i need You
i want You here with me

yesterday is gone
im here where i belong
this is where i'll stay
Jesus i will
never walk away

i'll never walk away.

praise God for everything!
how great is our God!

yayness, today was awesome
God's presence is so tangible
He kept pouring His spirit everytime i start worshipping
i did my quiet time like thrice today
i really loved His presence

im fasting and praying like never before
ij revival! it WILL come to pass!
rev dr. evangeline pay! it WILL come to pass!
spiritual breakthrough!
financial breakthrough!
im gonna breakthrough!
breaking through every aspect of my life!
HALLELUJAH!

i wanna walk in the supernatural
i dont want to and i wont be defeated!
cos i've got the true living God on my side!

LOVE UNFAILING
OVERTAKING MY HEART
YOU TAKE ME IN FINDING PEACE AGAIN
FEAR IS LOST IN ALL YOU ARE AND I WOULD GIVE THE WORLD TO TELL YOUR STORY CAUSE I KNOW THAT YOU'VE CALLED ME
I KNOW THAT YOU'VE CALLED ME I'VE LOST MYSELF FOR GOOD WITHIN YOUR PROMISE AND I WON'T HIDE IT, I WON'T HIDE IT

JESUS I BELIEVE IN YOU
AND I WOULD GO
TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH
TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH
FOR YOU ALONE ARE THE SON OF GOD
AND ALL THE WORLD WILL SEE
THAT YOU ARE GOD
THAT YOU ARE GOD

You are God..
You are God..