whee~ a new life with God is certainly awesome!
im meeting miracles day after day! :D

we had our english paper today!
i dont know how i fared.
i thought i did pretty well till everyone started telling me this and that
cos i did expository! rahh

paper one was pretty alright i guess - that is before i received the comments
i did planning and stuff, used all the chim words i knew, used loads of examples
- the apprentice, NKF, and the duck tales! hahahah.
i watch duck tales every morning!! hahaha x)

memorandum somehow i managed to link everything to vandalism
but i guess i did pretty alright..the format and everything

finished everything 10mins before time's over and stoned till papers were collected

took a one hour break before paper two started
for some reason i finished 40mins before time's over and i saw some people finishing only just 5mins before!
is it my answer or what?? ahh!!
hahaha. anws i was really bored waiting la. so i started signing my name and drawing stickman and boats on draft paper and went to sleep
vanny drew music scores! hahaha. it was pretty amusing!

went straight home and i broke fast early!
im sorry!! *sniffs! the temptation! ahh

blasted music and played around till dad came back and made me study
history! it's tomorrow and i havent finished studying for it
and i doubt i am! it's so boring can.
i went to sleep right after a chapter and i just woke up!
that is how boring it is!! hahaha.

im hungry again!
i wanna go eat! rahh. hahaha.

whee~ i smell of food!
creamy likes me now! :D
he keeps licking me. hahaha.

im amazed by how the little things we do can cause such a great impact on others.

it's easter sunday!
it's 2000 years later after Christ died on the cross for us
service today was AWESOME!
the drama, the message, and the decisions made! praise the Lord!
whee~ im so excited!
hazeline, samantha and sean responded to the altar call today!
praise God once again for awesome brother and sisters in Christ! :D

watch out satan!

i realized that i've been receiving a lot of comments on my studies
yes, i admit im really slacking a lot
but hey, stop saying im gonna do badly for my mid-years alright
im gonna prove you guys wrong
watch me. and be amazed by my results (except for my art)
bai jia nu also can show amazing results one okay
what's more the bondage of failure has already been broken on the day of calvary 2000years ago
with God, all things are possible!

my talentime auditions are on friday!
if i say im not scared, im faking it
im a nervous wreck
honestly speaking, i really need all the support i need
pray for me!

alright, i hafta go plan out my next 2weeks out
exams are coming!! :D

i just realized exactly how fake a person can be
im finally starting to agree to not judging a book by its cover

if you think you've seen the real me,
you're wrong..

i just realized how retarded i am
i know i know, some of you guys maybe be thinking
'evan! that's not new!'
hahaha. but hey! that's not the point k! rahh. hahaa
yeah, i was reading through some blogs to pass time when i realized that
i dont like certain people calling me certain names~
for example i wont like it when someone distant to me calls me 'evan!' or 'evanpay!'
and i dont like it when someone im close to to call me 'evangeline!'
i accept certain people like nerine and elizabeth to call me 'zhiyang!'
but i cant accept someone like lets say melissa to call me that
yes, call me odd but im just like that. hahaha

someone just brought up my 'bai jia nu' issue again
yes, i dont deny that i am one and im not planning to change till i squander all my dad's hard earned money again! muahaha.
no lar. im just kidding. but hey! im really poor thing now k
things just aint right for me! :(
let me continue being like that till im ready to face reality alright
yes, that may take forever but if it takes forever i would have finished the money and i'd know it's time to wake up. hahah

i had healing today!
it was during the holy communion when i prayed for healing that God would take away all my flu,cough and sorethroat and He did!
im well now! yay! :D

somehow the word 'God' seems really distant to me
somehow i've been shunning from all the spiritual topics nowaday
somehow i feel really ashamed to cry in the presence of God
somehow everything seems different to me now
i guess i've still been taking the fall pretty badly
i've been deceiving myself
im sorry..

like winter nights need fire
like temples need a shrine
like lovers need desire
like prophets need a sign

i need Him
to be mine..

i am sad! i've taken ill! :'(
i hate it when i get flu. rahh

today's been pretty bad for me
all the sniffing and shoving of tissue into my nose
my tissue paper is cute okay van and geok! ha!
im starting to peel and dehydrate.
penny said i looked really dry when school ended
i had to cab home in case i just died on my way home! rahh

i went for fantasia just now!
it was pretty sucky but hey, i shouldnt complain when i cant even play eh. hahaha
but yes, the standard has really dropped like siao
plus the choice of songs werent good thus making the concert pretty bad
im sorry for being critical :D

went for supper with van and company after the concert!
it was pretty fun walking there..elizabeth eu laughs at practically everything!
plus all the scaring of ghosts appearing at the memorials we took pictures at. hahaha
oh yes! i've got a huge blister on my toe! darn heels!
as van said, there's a price to pay to look pretty. hahaha

oh yes, im now contactable by my old handphone number
the really nice singtel guy delivered the new sim card to my house at 2237 last night
im using mummy's old stylo phone! im like the ultimate loser! hahaha!

im not going for pft tomorrow!
im really ill now! mc!
im not even going for cell! hahaha
im going for css party! :D

whee~ how exciting..

the forbidden city is showing at the esplanade again!
i wanna go watch! it was fantastic the last time i watched it
my favourite songs - dragon lady, i need him and many more that i cant remember. hahaha

alrights, now off to sleep!
i need plenty of rest for a speedy recovery! :D

whee. im finally back after so many days!
well, as i said..my internet's been cut off cause mum hasnt been paying the bills
it was reconnected at around 7pm last night. :D

okay, that's one thing to celebrate about..
and the next, IM SO HAPPY THAT ZHIYANG WON CSS!
although that's already yesterday's news but im still really excited. hahaha

im so in love with him now
he is smart, talented and cute!! :D hahaha.
okayokay, control...

okay, lets talk about today
it must have been the most sui day of my life
apart from all the terrible long and boring lessons
we did pft today! 5items. i did terrbily. bronze for me again! :D
i got C,C,A,C,E
the teachers who invilgilated me must have been pretty amused by me
for example the one at the shuttle run station..and the one at the standing broad jump and sit and reach station.
okay, i shall go into details. hahaha

first station was inclined pull ups
i did really badly. 4 only can! i did at least 7yesterday! :(
but that was with my 'zhiyang' method lar -
every time before i did one pull up i screamed 'zhiyang!' then i lift myself up.
but today paiseh lar. nv scream. so couldnt do lor.
penny was too late to scream his name for me when she came out from the washroom cos i was already half dead. hahaha

after that was shuttle run!
i ran thrice! reason being the first time i ran, i couldnt reach the bean bag and when i was running back at my last lap some retard rolled her netball across the 'lane'. rahh. i jumped across it and finished my run. of cos i complained and was screaming 'unfair! i wanna redo!' and so, i did! and i ran thrice! :D
the third one was the funny one cos before i ran my friends were cheering for me
'go zhiyang! woo~' and stuff. and i was being really action lar.
and when i was running back for the last lap i screamed out really loud 'zhiyang!!!' and ran like siao. yep, that was my fastest timing for the 3runs. whee~ zhiyang's name works wonders. hahaha

after which was sit ups..nothing fun..denise was pissed at me for stopping at my A.
then after that was sit and reach. zhang lao shi was in charge of my station! :D
she was really nice lar. hahaha.
oh and when i was going down for the second time..i was concentrating real hard when a few girls from the next station cried out 'GO ZHIYANG!' i was sitting there like *bang! crap.* hahaha.
and of cos the courteous me waved a 'thanks' to them. hahaha
lao shi thought i was mad. haha. and she was like 'si li (my chinese name) ni hen jing zhang ar? shou wei shen me yi zhi fa dou' (translated - evan, you very nervous ar? why your hands keep trembling) and yep, i just made up some lie like 'oh! mei you lar! ta men zai na bian zhe mo wo. wo hen lei' (oh, no lar! they were torturing me back there, tired lar..) hahahha. i think im rubbish. x)

okay. and at last was my most hated standing broad jump!
i've never made a successful attempt at it since sec1
i could do it in primary school lar. but now old already so you know..hahaha

i was making a lot of noise lar
like 'i cant jump! i've never succeeded in jumping this thing can!'
and the evil teacher was laughing her heart out. rahh
oh and my team mates were of great help, standing at the end of the mat screaming
'evan! look here! zhiyang is here! hurry jump towards him!' rahh. hahaha
it helped lar. i passed by 2cm at the second jump. hahaha.

whee~ the horrible pft was finally over at 1653
went popular with penny and made a fool out of ourselves there
and I LOST MY PHONE!!! according to penny some pai kias must have stole it! rahh!
my beloved phone has served me well for the past 1year,5months and 8days! (that was what penny said k!)
it was went through thick and thin with me! (whenever im depressed it accompained me)
and it has all my zhiyang recordings and video clips in there!
and my 276contacts! how am i gonna make phone calls now!
rahh..
okay. pay respects to my phone! '*1min silence...*

okay! yeah!
called to cancel my line just now
singtel's gonna send me a new sim card tomorrow
but hey, what's the point when i dont have a phone to use it! hahaha

talentime's in 2weeks time!
i havent chosen my song yet
i am definately not singing 'because of you'
cos of the weird accent i possess and i cant reach the notes for goodness sake!
not really cannot reach lar. we sing diff key and i cant manage.

whee~ im going for css party on sat! :D
im excited. but that is if i've got a phone lar. rahh
i want a l'amour swirl phone!

i'll still miss you..my sony k700i! *bish!
hahaha.