Sunday, December 31, 2006

ah.. it took me quite awhile to realize that it's finally the end of 2006
somehow i hated this year a lot, i cannot remember why.. maybe it's like leila said 'it's been a trail-filled year' yet, we're coming out strong. but coming out strong takes sacrifice! which is something not many(wait, not many?) enjoy doing.
fine, i guess this year aint all that bad.. i still gotta thank God for all the blessings i've received throughout this whole year
the friends that i've made, the victories i've scored, and all the fond memories i'd never exchange for a single dime
well, i've got loads of people to thank.. will update another post of shoutouts later in the day.. mich's bugging me to get off her laptop.. I WANT ONE TOO! ahhh

loads of happenings lately.. good or bad i cannot say.. but to say that i'm perfectly alright would be a huge lie
it's all about the sacrifice baby.. I WANT MY BREAKTHROUGH!

the week has however been unpleasantly interesting.. (that sounds a lil wrong..not in a dirty way la, sentence structure!)
first i had a few gals crash over at my place on monday.. they're amazing! they pretty much finished like 30% of all my snacks half an hour after they arrived and we had to cross over to have prata opp my house at TWO AM cos the hungry ghosts complained about not having enough to eat! oh yes, and sandy finally had her revenge on me that morning.. cos for some reason i was extremely tired that day and she was extremely high, she didnt let me sleep.. like what i did to her the last time i crashed at her place. oh well, we sat around and chatted till about 4plus before i conked out while waiting for the next convo to get me started. well, the crowd got smaller after angeline had to leave really early - even before we got to say bye to her cos something happened at home(which ended up not being not much of a great deal) and the other two girls graciously allowed me to sleep till ten plus before sandy got all hyped up and started rolling me around. argh. i did however manage to catch some sleep while the others had fun entertaining themselves in front of the comp and exploring my place a little. yes, they finally let me off and left at 4 on tuesday evening when they got company elsewhere.

ah yes, wednesday.. i was all set to sit down and study a little when the drama crew arrived and i got a lil distracted. well yeah, i bluffed my parents that i studied the whole afternoon when in fact, yes i opened the book but it only sat in front of me on the table while i was on the phone with jiayu for hours. she was persuading me to read her nun book. ha! if i did a book report on that, i would have ace it if a sister graded my paper. well, i caught a lil of the drama.. that is before the guys started on their chee ko pek story and the drama couldnt carry on. i got bored and went to watch better dramas on tv. ha.

my thursdays and fridays were pretty much spent unproductively
well, i sat in front of the comp and played sims 2 on thursday for the whole day while jo's cell had prayer meeting at our place. and on friday, i did a little bit of spring cleaning while i had jac and leila over for a pathetic 5min prayer meeting. yes, i can still remember the last time something like this happened. it was at my place too! ha, i think my place is cursed.. do not arrange for prayer meetings here man. whoops.. well i enjoyed the girls' company though.. jac was half screaming at me for throwing away all my notes and well, half screaming at leila for screwing her own blogskin up. haha, yes leila scared the wits outta herself when she messed the whole thing up.. simply hilarious. oh yes, jac left me her masterpiece which is currently stuck to my desk now.. a candle with matchsticks stuck to wax surrounding it. haha, i'm not allowed to remove it. let's hope the maids will do something about it, this way i can shift the blame to them! whoops.. haha. oh yes, i cooked for jac! i hope she's not dead yet. haha

saturday! for some odd reason my parents have decided to move in with me and my sisters (we didnt stay together), which means.. no staying up, no staying out, no phone, no comp, no nothing! ah wait.. there's something.. STUDY LA. yeah, i'm gonna do darn well in my studies next year under the watchful eyes of my parents. yay, studying rocks...
i pretty much spent the whole day at home packing up for them, oh and we got a new home for the doggies. yay, i enjoy locking dogs in their cages. haha.
argh, i missed hanging out with my leader who in mine and jiayu's opinion, should win the best cgl award later. (yes, i'm a sucker)
oh yes, have i mentioned.. I COOKED PORRIDGE FOR MY MUM! :D
i was really excited k.. imagine me sitting in front of the pot for half and hour, stiring and stiring and stiring until the porridge was cooked.. then i went screaming 'IT'S READY!' when the timer went off. haha.. cooking is fun (in case you're wondering why i'm so excited.. i cant cook. try burning instant noodles la, that's how good i am)

well, i'm really not supposed to be up at this hour.. it's 0231 and that's about 21hours and 29mins to 2007! :D
adios!

Monday, December 25, 2006

Mo'adim lesimkha!

that's MERRY CHRISTMAS! in hebrew! :D

Friday, December 22, 2006

do your boobs hang low,
do they wobble to and fro
can you tie them in a knot
can you tie them in a bow
can you throw them over your shoulder
like a continental soldier
do you boobs hang low..

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

be afraid, be very afraid..

The new version of Blogger in beta is dead!
Long live the new version of Blogger!
(P.S. The old version of Blogger is not dead, but it would like to retire for a little while... maybe go to Hawaii or play World of Warcraft all day? It begs you to let it play World of Warcraft all day.) -blogger

Friday, December 15, 2006

i cant sing for nuts!

Thursday, December 14, 2006

i love my mum for scolding me earlier in the morning for sleeping in again. haha

the week's been fine..
i still cant believe that it's thursday already and school is starting real soon
drats, i havent even started on my holiday homework
anyway, i've started watching meteor garden again.. yes it's a super old show with all the non-colored handphones and stuff, but hey! i needa find something to do besides study right!
oh and i was arguing with sandy what i consider the 'no life' stuff and the 'got life' stuff the other day
she almost flipped. haha

went out on tuesday to discuss about the appreciation day drama with the rest
it was pretty stone since the ideas only started flowing whenever jeff stops sleeping or stoning and opens his mouth
the other times, jiayu and i just slack and talk while jo and sandy wrecked their brains in vain
anyhow, we sat there for about an hour or so and my butt felt as though i took a train from yck down to gerald's house again. urgh.. it's gonna happen again on friday!
well, the whole crew excluding jeff and jiayu came over to my place for dinner and jo's mashed potato which was kinda disappointing
but nevertheless, i went sky high when i reached home and found MICHELLE BACK! :D
imagine me jumping around and screaming 'YOU'RE BACK YOU'RE BACK YOU'RE BACK!!!' in front of her.
she had to spoil it by sounding totally bored with a 'yar..so?'
urgh, irritating sister

went out with liyun and company for a movie marathon yesterday
it was madness.. we went for 2movies straight cos chuanyu thought 6.50 a ticket was a good buy so we might as well go for it
now i owe the huge bloke 13bucks! :(
well we caught deja vu and deck the halls which i totally mistook as santa claus3 cos i watched the two trailers together and got a lil mixed up. urgh
deja vu was pretty cool.. but it had a lousy ending! it was the first time i got real urghhh by the ending that i went 'the movie sucked' right after the show
and chuanyu had to shove it in with a 'do you know what deja vu means?'
deck the halls was a typical christmas movie which had no storyline so i would rather have caught santa claus 3 if it was out yesterday
my ratings of the two movies.. 2stars!
i'm a critic
anyhow.. 3things that i've concluded from this movie trip..
#1 CHUANYU LAUGHS FREAKING LOUD..DO NOT SIT WITH HIM IN THE MOVIES
#2 alex eats a lot.. 11dollars worth of food for a 2hour movie! wow..
#3 LIYUN IS A FRIGGIN' PERVERT WHO LIKES TO THINK ABOUT BUTT CRACKS! HAHAHAA...

oh yes, N293 AND N330 members..
please hurry confirm with me about the christmas party thingy or it's off and i can go party on my own. :D

till then..

that was a lousy ending..
'the post sucked'

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

it's you, you who have won my heart
taken me into your arms
comforted me like a friend
your love
surrounded me from the start
i never want to be apart
from you ever again..

Sunday, December 10, 2006

hello God, i'm sorry for being a rebellious asshole who cursed and sweared at you last night just cos i didnt get my way
oh and sorry about threatening my sisters that i'll backslide if things didnt work out the way i wanted it
i know i'm in the wrong now, please forgive me

Saturday, December 09, 2006

the good thing about having a chauffeur at home is you never have to worry about being late, or not having money for transportation
and the bad thing is, loads of people love to hitch rides from you..
i'm not saying that i dont like it.. but JIAYU! WHERE ARE YOU!

the weekends are here again
i'm supposed to feel excited and all
but the only thing that's in my head right now is
'can i skip it this once..'

maybe the others were right
i'm not ready to commit myself into anything yet

Thursday, December 07, 2006

yeah baby, it's just like you said.. i love you and i wont do anything to hurt you
but you've made loving you so difficult that i'm starting to hurt myself..
tell me what i should do

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

i feel like a friggin' despo,
someone make me a nun.. please..

wait, can nuns get married? HAHA!

i cannot believe myself, i actually miss my sister!
wait, or maybe i just miss the prison break that's in her laptop. haha
but seriously! i was feeling extremely down last night cos no one was around to play stupid with me at 12am so i made myself go to sleep early instead of sitting around feeling lonely
even my usual routine of messaging my stupid and annoying friend at 1 didnt quite manage to cheer me up. i fell asleep before we even hit 20messages,
does that show how depressed i was?

MICHELLE PAY! COME BACK SOOOOONN!!!

Saturday, December 02, 2006

so yesterday was prayer meeting
yes, the atmosphere was superb and all but sigh, no breakthrough
i was feeling all numb and the touchy feeling was all there
the funny sensation i always get when i get touched and filled to the brim with the hs was here, and it was stronger than before
but no, no breakthrough..
all i could do was sit there and speak in tongues, hoping that something would happen
is it something that i've done wrong that's stopping me? is it something that i've been unwilling to let go?
i dont know..
when everyone was standing up to pray for there school, i was strongly urged by the holy spirit to up
but no, i chose to be a cowardice.. i feared speaking the wrong words, making a fool out of myself
i remained stagnant, and sat crying to myself.. for being such a failure
is this how rev dr. is supposed to behave?
am i blowing my chances for fulfilling my destiny..
faith without works is dead.. i've got no faith and no works, so what does that make me?