the curse of the wiggly lizard
was gonna take a bath just now when a freaky looking lizard climbed out of nowhere and scared the hell outta me.
yeah, imagine me.. all frightful and at a loss. booo
my natural instincts told me to run out of the bathroom but crap, my circumstances didn't allow
the stupid lizard stood near the door. hey, it was kinda smart to not let me escape
so yeah, time froze as we both stared at each other for a longlong time before i got frustrated and attempted to open the door with jo's toothbrush
haha, sorry about that.. it was the nearest long thing that i could grab
the scene must have been hilarious.. i opened a gap big enough for me to slide thru with the toothbrush, grabbed my towel and ran farfar away from the bathroom! hahaha, does that show how afraid i am of lizards? :(
ah anyhow.. in case some of you didn't realize, yeah I'm sick
and the disgusting funny noises you keep hearing during service or lessons, yeah that's me blowing my nose
I'm hyper noisy la! even i think so myself! ansel was complaining when we ate at macs today
blow and blow and blow non-stop. i wonder how everyone could tolerate me for so long
oh, and i blew my nose too hard this morning, i had a nose bleed.. :(
am i gonna die?? hmm..
speaking of the fragility of life
i attended the wake of mrs low's husband with ansel this afternoon
we bought her flowers at some florist in toapayoh, and oh man! she's the WORST florist I've ever seen!
she just stood there and stoned.. then i asked her what to get for people whose family members just passed away
and she pointed to the fridge and asked me to choose
ansel and i were so pissed at her la. grabbed a couple of lilies and rushed off to saint Joseph's church
was 'practicing' our lines before we reached.. it did not come in handy when we got there though
the mood there was absolutely depressing
and the sight of mrs low made me wanna break down. that strong woman i knew last year had become nothing more than a vulnerable little girl today
she must have bawled the night before as she stood thin and haggard. her eyes were noticably red, yet, she held on strong
we passed her the flowers and had a short chat
what would you do when someone in need holds onto your hand in search for security
that was what i felt when mrs low held onto me at the wake today
maybe that's why i was so affected by it.. i couldnt do nothing more than to grab her hand back tightly to give her some reassurance
of what i dont know, just felt that it had to be done
she brought us over to see her husband's body after that
oh man.. i must admit that it's my first time looking at a corpse. didnt think it looked real but yeah.. i was depressed. for mrs low and her family
why did something to unfortunate hafta happen to such a sweet lady like that. life's unfair
ah well, we gave her a hug before leaving and almost broke into tears as we left the church.. hmmhmm
sji guys are stupid people who party out at a wake
tsk.
on a lighter note..
so far the week's been absolutely tiring for me
i had fun lunching out with sandy and her lil friend who wears his pants incredibly low at pizza hut yesterday
yay pizza.. :D i'm still craving for mos though. hmmm
today! our dear friend elizabeth eu did the smartest thing ever!
for some reason she decided to eat in front of the teacher during lessons thinking that she wont spot her. ha! so smart..
should have eaten your cake in front of her la
oh yes, last friday.. I BUILT MY FIRST ROBOT! with sujun(is that how you spell it?) and my mentor, velda the red nose human!
so fun so fun so fun! hahaha. :D:D:D
oh, and the new year conference with pastor ulf ekman was phenomenal!
on the second night two altarcalls were brought forth. to be a full time missionary and all. i stood at my seat for a longlong time and refused to move. however when the second altarcall was brought forward, for some reason i just ran out of my seat to the front without thinking. i know i hafta do it, and i wanna do it. was it fear that stopped me from moving earlier on? i dared not stop to think. all i wanted at that time was to stand in front and do what God's led me to do
step out, break out, reach out
change