ah, skipped school today
was supposed to go see a doc regarding my head, apparently i overslept and mum went to work without me
oh well..


went to school at 12,
it was quite funny cos i was walking to school when everyone else was leaving
oh and i met a couple of my classmates who screamed 'PONNER!' the minute i see them. ha
and i was so sad cos i was wearing super long and baggy berms and mich's stinky old shirt
because.. stupid wednesday clothes wont dry in time! :(
man! it was a fashion disaster.. good thing velda had jeans to lend me
that was the surprising part.. i could fit into velda's jeans!
she's small and skinny and i'm huge and flabby.. and her jeans were a little loose, or rather just the way i liked it.. and it was too long for me! woah.. miracle!


cabbed down to science centre for FINALS after that..
tiara was being such a bum, playing and dancing to all the Hairspray songs
and some uncle in the car next to ours was laughing at her
man! it was funny.. and the cab uncle gave us 70cents discount because, as tiara would said it.. 'he likes my(her) singing'

went to the lecture hall to slack for awhile before we went for presentation
oh and we caught up with the RI teams a little..
give me one reason why RI guys are not elites. i bet you cant think of it
they qualified for 5 out of 6 categories in the finals and we only got 2! :(
man, they're crazy.. grah
and the admiralty sec girls were pretty crazy too.. they printed boards and wore Daniel Yam dresses. HAHAHAHAHA!
okay, NJRC is madness

presentation and research finals were GREAT!
well done you guys! and wednesday is the final straw!
thank goodness..
oh and the curiousity shop in science centre is fun :D

alright, tmr's another busy day..
tuition,cell,coronation,dinner

ahhhh! i need a break

YES! WE'RE IN THE FINALS FOR PRESENTATION!
GO.. SPOON! S68! :D:D:D:D

ouch

darn, had a pretty bad fall last night and smashed my head against the floor
let's see, now i've got bruises on my arm and a huge bump on my head :(
oh and i feel as though my brain's under loads of pressure and it's gonna be flattened soon.
now i'm just hoping that i suffer from head concussion or i've got blood clot in my head, and i'll faint and die :D
alright, i take the last line back. haha
going for a check up tmr.. YAY! PON SCHOOL!

oh yes and my apologies to eychelle and elizabeth for being extremely annoying in school today
i think i spent my whole day screaming, whinning and behaving like a spoilt brat, and you guys to put up with it
thanks you guys :D

urgh, i'm having a serious case of mood swing
i can feel all happy,sad,jealous and angry at the same time
and i almost cried when i told my mum to come get me from school today. hahaha
man, i'm so odd.

ggrrraaaahhh!

today was quite an adventure..

once again, my phone alarm failed to wake me up
i think i was dreaming about someone wanting to kill me and i ran to my living room to find everyone watching soccer
hahaha, man! i love my alarm tone :D

anyway, reached school ridiculously early today for some talk with mediacorp
i think we were supposed to discuss whether or not gorillas have eq
haha, alright.. maybe not gorillas, but they said something about 'xingxing'!
well, it was quite an experience.. although we just sat around and talk.. and SKIP LESSONS and talk..
i was quite pissed with the tv crew for blocking my tv all the time though.. CANT A TEENAGER GET SOME SPACE TO WATCH TV?! GRAAAAHHH!!
oh and there were unglam shots of the apes(AEP) and lesbians(van and jeannie) and the paparazzi(cheryl) hahahaha

left for njrc right after that..
had yummy breakfast before we started cracking
or rather, get squashed in into some weird hall with a million other people as we waited for our turn
oh and i walked around and found this bunch of acsi guys.. all very nerd looking and holding onto a laptop
man! i thought they were doing smart stuff like prep work or something.. but to my amusement, they were playing dota! good job!
oh and admiralty girls were wearing toga dresses to present. hmm, interesting..

anyway, we ended up queuing outside the presentation room after awhile
oh and i had to sit beside a dustbin
and since no one wanted to talk to me, i practiced my lines with the dustbin
julienne thought i looked stupid and wanted to take an unglam shot of me. grah
but seriously! the stupid dustbin should stop taking in so much caffine! SMELLY! hahaha

presentation was not too bad..
went in and blabbered and for some reason i couldnt stop laughing
at what, i dont know..
and when the judges told us to relax a little, i swear the team was gonna say something like 'dont say that! evan will go crazy!'
hahaha
anyhow.. GOOD JOB GUYS! WE ROCK! :D

went back to school and waited for the rest to end school before we went to watch HAIRSPRAY
OMG! ZAC EFRON IS DA BOMB! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
oh and of cos, the movie was good.. go watch! ZAC EFRON!
hahahahahahaha. it was quite funny.. as half the cinema was filled with ij girls, whenever there was a zac efron scene, there was a loud roar of 'awwww...'
and when john travolta and the christopher guy appeared, everyone shrieks..
and when the nikki person and zac efron appears, everyone cringes
hahaha, and the last part, everyone SCREAAAAAMMMMSS!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!
ahhhh, i cant believe they kissed. and zac looked as though he was having a great time. and he kept opening his mouth! :(
ahhhhhh.. i'm gonna start eating and gain a few pounds and go learn dancing
then i can get zac efron to kiss me. muahahahaha



alright, i know you've been waiting for long,
you may now kiss your monitor

i shall go stick and picture of him into my lit book and try to study!

adios! :D

DIE. exams in a month's time

we live in a broken down world.

i should have known better

i like sushi! :D

ahhh, i'm so pissed now
stupid njrc's taking up my entire september holidays and i dont even have time for stuff like.. going for a sushi buffet! darn you stupid robot! we had better win and get me to disneyland or else..
i cant do anything about it actually..
i just want time to stuff myself with loads and loads of sushi! :(
oh, and to watch movies too

on a lighter note, today was quite alright..
we were introduced our house captains for 2008, and uh.. congrats yellow house people. haha!
what else..
oh, barker road's vice principal is on an attachment to our school for a week to shadow mrs matthews. i've got a feeling, after spending a week with us she's gonna quit her job at barker and beg mrs lee to let her into ij. then, we'll have three vice principals!
no, that's not good.. that would only mean that we'll have more people in the school coming up with stupid rules to make our lives miserable in school

lit gave me a good start in school today. another distinction for CA if it's counted
man, it's the first time my report's looked so good since sec1 and i havent studied for a single paper! haha
i shall study for tmr's ss test later and if i dont do well for that paper, i'll never study again in my entire life.

yay, i'm starting to enjoy PE.. dance module is slack and fun. that is, if the school stops changing the instructors every week
anyway.. we learnt new dance steps today and got to dance with all the other dance partners today. ah, it was quite sick having to run around and hold everyone's sweaty palms. grr
oh and i got to dance with ahemahem.. man! it was darn funny..
well what happened was we were all made to stand in two circles, guys(me) on the outside and girls on the inside. and the guys had to move around to dance with every other girl and somehow i ended up with jody who made me look at ahemahem dance. i was laughing hysterically but before i knew it, it was my turn to dance with her. and being the guy, we were made to lead the girls.. (oh man, this just sounds really odd.. I'M A GIRL!) so i thought it was only right for me to take her hands, rotate them the way i want and take her through the dance. but URGH! first, she looked darn proud and refused to look at me. alright, maybe i was quite happy about that..
but when it came to the arms, i just refused to rotate them as i feared that i would knock into her.. her.. hmmm.. outstanding? busts. (outstanding as in.. literally outstanding alright! haha!)
oh and when we were supposed to do the 'new york' steps, she swung her arms out like a BUTTERfly. and i've got a feeling she was trying to make me feel inadequate when she tried to lead me instead. nope, it failed. i forced her arms around the way i liked it. with much effort though(she is very muscular)
alright, maybe it sounds alright to you readers, but it was simply annoying. you should have been there yourself to watch it. haha
and jeannie tried to imitate her when we ended up dancing together in the end. obviously, those who got the joke laughed her hearts out while i cursed profusely at jeannie or rather.. ahemahem. haha
i had a great time dancing with the other girls though, particularly liz and joanna who ended up laughing more than dancing after i told her about my experience
alright, this is starting to sound odd and lesbian-ny. must stop here

rest of the day proceeded just fine until MATH. urgh!
let's see.. ms yap spent half the time screaming at us because some idiot dumped a huge board with loads and loads of nails protruding out of it in the comp lab
then she spent the rest of the time screaming her lungs out for God knows what while i struggled to draw the stinking graphs
imagine.. frustrated me plus irritating screaming woman.. i went mad
ask liz.. she would have known. i started kicking the table, biting people and making odd noises starting second last period till we reached class and sat around for 10mins or so
i claimed that i was giving birth when vanessa reminded me that i looked as though i was in pain. haha
ahhhh, i think my thing's gonna come soon! pmsing like mad now and i'm having a pimple outbreak! :(

speaking of which.. my skin is in a terrible condition right now
my face is a mixture of mosquito bites and pimples.. and since both are equally small,rounded and red, most people have difficulty trying to differentiate it
according to liz, it's easy.. cos you just hafta scratch it and see which expands. the one which expands is a bite! right, i dont care.. i'm just having fun scratching my face and poking my lips.

mozzie kissed my lips!
(haha, inside joke)

i never wanna stop moving

grah, been so emo recently
need more drugs to get high!
okay maybe not.. i guess chocolate should work just fine. haha

thurs was good.. got sent out of class with tons of other people
but.. i got to leave after 20mins and skipped lessons for the rest of the day! haha!
trust me, i could hear the whole world cursing at me when i left. ahh, that felt good. hahaha

njrc prep at science centre was fruitful
finished up logistics with tiara, and velda perfected the programming with the BETTER playing field
oh and we got to see loads of kindergarten kids! i wanted to grab one of them, shove it into a bag and run. :D

oh yes, RI came to train at our school on thurs
i was blown away by their robot. not that it's beautiful or anything
but it looked like it was built for mass destruction lar. scary.. hahahaha
oh the other hand.. our pok robot broke down on our own pok playing field. grah.. day ruined.

friday was.. exciting
it rained in the morning, just the way eychelle and i wanted it :D
haha, you should have seen the both us praying so hard for rain before school
darn, we should have just done the rain dance. haha

got back our math and chem test papers
not bad.. not bad.. distinction for both
see, i proved myself right. i cant study.. otherwise i cant get good grades. haha!
darn, just cant stop being ego
anyhow.. i'm quite pleased with myself
at least i have something to shut my parent's mouth up :D
now i'm just hoping my chinese grades will stop dropping. grah

went to collect sponsorship with 3M after school..
got 500packs of God knows what and tried to call a cab to get us back to school
haha, you should have seen velda and i trying to get the phone to work
we were getting so frustrated we were gonna smash it on the floor. haha
anyhow.. finally got it to work and stupid velda went to mess around with the receptionist's stuff while we waited. stupid girl
but it was quite cool.. the whole company was quite and empty so we had fun dropping stuff on the floor to test how quiet it was
it was all velda's idea! she said something about the place being so quiet we could even hear a pin drop
but.. we had no pins to drop, so i ended up grabbing and throwing every piece of paper in my wallet on the floor. haha

promenade at night..
it was GOOD! :D
i wanna watch it again! if it's free that is. haha
and i didnt realize the school was started by sister matilda till that night
ah, i suck
gotta start studying the school's history.
oh, did i mention i like the founder's day song.. cos it's in french and it makes me feel pro. haha
oh and i tried to conduct a tour around the school for lingyu,mich and her boyfriend
failed desperately though.. cos i was freaked out by how dark and empty the school was.
climbed up to the forth floor, grabbed a couple of books and scrammed :D
had dinner at chompchomp..
we had nice hokkien mee and stingray and GIANT mugs of sugarcane
stupid lingyu was laughing at me cos i had difficulty lifting the giant mugs when an auntie can carry 3 in one hand and round around the hawker centre. woah.. auntie's good.. haha

donut party on sat was AWESOME! :D
yay.. i was having a great time munching down loads and loads of donuts till i forgot who screamed at me
but i was really GOOD! and it was imported from Indonesia! :D
darn it, joshua got a whole box of it to himself for birthday cake
and he refused to share! :(
i had to chase him all the way to the busstop before he let me take a bite
grah, cheapo! haha
haagen daaz after dinner with jo,mich and her boyfriend
we were darn pissed cos they didnt have fondue,brownie and waffle!
hey! that reminds me.. the last time i went to haagen daaz they didnt have ice and coffeemaker! hahaha. and the guy offered me can drinks!
oh and we took part in some weird contest to express our views on the 3 creations we like the best.. we listed fondue,new york brownie and dream waffle and wrote 'cos we couldnt order it' and gave rubbish personal details. haha
and mich wrote a complaint letter on the serviette
man! haagen daaz rocks.

today was good too..
woke up at 0637 after being punched in the face by my dearest sister
apparently she was trying to wake me but it was too dark
grah, i should change my alarm before i receive more punches in the future
and hey! it's not my fault i couldnt wake up alright.. it's set to be some football thing, so i dreamt that i was watching a soccer match! who would have thought that it was time to wake up
now i'm starting to miss that scary 'evangeline' ringtone sarah teo created for me years ago. that would have woke me up immediately. haha
anyhow, washed up and went to meet sandy, hazeline, yan qin and.... wan xin? at changi for breakfast
it was terrible trip down. i didnt have money in my ezlink card and i didnt have change, so i had to walk thousands of miles to catch a bus at seletar camp.. and after the long and tiring walk, i had to miss my bus. great. and when i got on the bus, the irritating driver didnt want to give me a ticket until i explained to him that i didnt have to pay that ridiculous sum of money he wanted me to pay cos i'm smart and i'm studying while he's driving his stinking bus. grah

service was great!
you cannot love anyone else before you learn to love yourself
yeah, i remember that.. mum's been teaching me that since i was three
guess i took it too hard. i was willing to do that at the expense of others
to make myself feel good, happy, accepted.. i put people down, i forced people to act against their own and to my will
grah.. i'm evil. my apologies..
but today, i learnt that loving yourself isnt about loving yourself. it's about loving yourself and at the same time love God. and after you've accomplished that, let the love overflow and love others
alright irritating bus uncle, i'll try to love you although i doubt we'll ever meet again.

AHHHHH! NEED TO WRITE STUPID ESSAY!

PSP PROPAGANDA1:

Verse1:
Let's take a little trip around PSP town
In the PSP city bus
To see ice cream man and char kway teow
We slack all day, we eat all day

Chorus:
Because we're PSP, PSP
Our brains are big and not empty
Because we're PSP, PSP
Stop thinking so much, cos you cannot. (If you support *** that is)

Verse2:
Let's go down to Best Denki
To get flat screen and plasma
With the best sound system it has to offer
So that we can watch tv. (Chorus)

Verse3:
Let's go down to Cold Storage but not NTUC
To buy potato chips from the nearest aisle
And turn water into punch. (Chorus)

Verse4:
We'll invade *****sia
And grab all of their water
Screw stupid **water
It really taste like shit. (Chorus)

Chorus2 (End):
Because we're PSP, PSP
'Slack and Chips' is our motto
Because we're PSP, PSP
Defy our orders, and you are dead!

i'm tired.. i'm worn out
yet, it has to carry on..

i like being busy, very busy..
people call me crazy, cos half the time i dont fulfil what has to be done, or i present a sloppily done job
but i like it the way it is..
maybe it's because it makes me feel important and wanted
or maybe, it simply leaves me with no time to think.. no time to reflect.. and no time to be too emotional

i cant help but to laugh about what happened the last time i tried to confide in someone when i was.. emo
nobody believed half the stuff i said simply because it came from me and well, nobody believed that i had the ability to be emo
it's funny, how everyone seem to have an impression that i've got an innate ability to be cheery all the time and i am devoid of all emotions except being happy because i crap a lot
perhaps, it's just like what penny once said; i can only be emo to myself because by the time i've used up all my energy cheering others up, i'm already home alone crying to myself
or perhaps, it's pride that has sustained me and stopped me from breaking down before others because i wanna show the world that i can live life better than them, because i wanna show the world that i am strong

yet, i want someone else to see the other side of me
when i'm not trying to be strong, when i can be myself and cry my heart out

i want that someone back so badly
yet, i cant.

no, it's just not right.

happy birthday singapore

everyone should stop sending me viruses..

you've gotta admit it.. today is a rather interesting day

let's see, we started the day off with a lit test which no one studied for
i did try to study though.. read chapter9 then skipped to 11 cos liz told me mrs dubose was tested, i didnt quite care about chapter10, cos it's just about some stupid dog being gunned down
but.. lo and behold! the bloody test was on the stupid dog! i swear i was cursing half the time i struggled to crap up rubbish to fill 4pages. much to my dismay, despite writing a whole chunk of irrelevant crap, i could fill barely 3pages. grah. heck it, i didnt have enough time anyway. yay, i love to fail lit

and then, it was math
ah.. as liz would say it, ali is da bomb!
bomb as in.. she kills all of us. haha
first thing she did when she stepped into class was to go through HABITS OF MIND?!?!
ah, so dumb.. now she's gonna make some stupid flash card to remind us to manage our impulsivity and keep quiet in her class. haha
oh well, at least she let us off early for recess.. yay stupid geometry chapter
oh yes, stupid jenny and evlizholejal should stop bugging me about the whole arc thing, it's annoying. grah

chinese was.. a miracle. haha
liz beat me in every chinese test there was! oh man oh man..
need.. to buck up on chinese! i cannot let this angmoh brat beat me!
liz, IT'S WAR! hahahahaha

ah, here comes the exciting part.. PHYSICS!
the lesson was supposed to be something on the melting and boiling thingy
but somehow, it led to discussions like how to cook maggie mee, and how mrs tang breastfed her children
URGH! jeannie and i were on the other hand busy scribbling rubbish on some random piece of paper and making a fool outta of ourselves
man, you should have seen that paper..

'what's with her and her neh-neh crap?'
'dont know, it's just gross'
'imagine the next time you visit the washroom and you hear someone in the next cubicle going 'oooh'.. it's her getting excited from pumping milk outta her boobs. hahaha'
'you're gross. look at what sherry is doing to elizabeth(lee)' -she was rubbing her hair or something
'maybe she's hoping that liz's hair will lactate if she rubs it. HAHA!'
'are you hinting that i should rub you too?'
'sure!'
'what's wrong with you!'
'i'm getting horny. haha!'
'like this? *draws animal with horns'
'mooo..'
'so you've got milk?'
'yeah! you wanna drink?'
'no! why would i wanna suck your boobs. eh let's be forward looking, what to eat for lunch'
'milk!'
'milk?'
'yeah! i wanna suck my nehneh. haha!'
'what?! eh, mrs tang is very noisy'
'yeah.. eychelle just said that she wants to be a mammal. haha'
'what to eat for lunch!'
'milk!'
'you're sick..'

to add on to that, we overheard some stupid sji guys discussing about some wanking business during lunch. grah

oh yes, i'm beginning to love social studies.. haha
cos you get to be the governor of who knows what country and purge people! muahaha
anyway.. today's topic, we were supposed to be the Sinhalese and decide on how to solve the issue with the indians. at the same time, we were supposed to create problems for the other team playing the UN
not trying to be racist here, it's just a silly discussion..

us: we've decided to chase the indians back to india.. and if they dont leave, we'll purge them and start a second holocaust
un: huh! uh.. why would you wanna chase them away, they can help guys in so many ways.. to clear up your mess and plant tea leaves.. boost your economy!
us: but we can do the same by ourselves!
un: ya, you guys can boost the economy.. but with the indian's help, you'll boost it even more!
us: no, it's fine.. besides, it's the tamil tigers who are causing instability and not allowing investors into our country. how then are they gonna boost the economy for us
un: *speechless..
us: for everyone one second you take to discuss, we'll kill one indian! *starts counting.. one thousand two thousand three thousand
un: waitwait! how about.. we send the indians back to india!
us: wasnt that what we said! but the thing is that.. india wont take them back!
un: then just leave them alone!
us: but we dont want them around!
un: listen to us and leave them alone if not we'll cut ties with your and start war!

negotiation fails
it would have succeeded if they hadnt brought up the war part though. haha
yay.. war rocks! :D

You say: "It's impossible"
God says: All things are possible
(Luke 18:27)

You say: "I'm too tired"
God says: I will give you rest
(Matthew 11:28-30)

You say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: I love you
(John 3:1 6 & John 3:34 )

You say: "I can't go on"
God says: My grace is sufficient
(II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

You say: "I can't figure things out"
God says: I will direct your steps
(Proverbs 3:5- 6)

You say: "I can't do it"
God says: You can do all things
(Philippians 4:13)

You say: "I'm not able"
God says: I am able
(II Corinthians 9:8)

You say: "It's not worth it"
God says: It will be worth it
(Roman 8:28 )

You say: "I can't forgive myself"
God says: I Forgive you
(I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

You say: "I can't manage"
God says: I will supply all your needs
(Philippians 4:19)

You say: "I'm afraid"
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear
(II Timothy 1:7)

You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: Cast all your cares on ME
(I Peter 5:7)

You say: "I'm not smart enough"
God says: I give you wisdom
(I Corinthians 1:30)

You say: "I feel all alone"
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you
(Hebrews 13:5)