well we've all got our results back now..
i made it.. but it's just like what fatimah says,
this feels like a hollow victory
and if i were to go to j2 with what i have now, i dont know what to expect for tomorrow

before yesterday, all i cared about and all i worried for was whether a not i was gonna promote
sure, everyone had told me that i was definitely gonna make it.. and i was pretty sure about myself promoting
then i realized that what's worse than not promoting is having to promote alone

what is school gonna be like without the girls next year
sure, we havent really grown that close.. but it just doesnt feel right to be without them

God, i really hope that they will appeal for LUE, and their results will pull them through
let this minor setback be a learning point for them

and to my dearest eychelle..
i dont know what i can do for you
but please know that jeannie, liz and me.. we're always here for you
if you dont fit into your new class next year, we'll sit with you(: